Topics of sutta sessions (lifeline of BF) has diverted from gals to IS-LM and Present Value!! My partner in crime (read roomie) is busy staring into PPTs. The angry young man has been reportedly been digging into 1 trimester books which i have kept in a place far beyond my reach. Dada is no-where to be seen coz of reasons unknown. Body Builder comes to the room to tell that he's about to finish FM. Jawani is too busy taking guest lectures for various hostels around salt lake. And here i am...writing blogs!
I sit in room where people come and go discussing new topics and all i can do is stare. Some take it for granted that i know a lot which only adds to my farji self confidence. I open my laptop to finally begin the prep...but instead i find Mario on the desktop, which shouts at me...begging me to make him take coins, eat mushrooms and get his princess. Maybe i feel happy to see someone get his love. How can i say no to him!!
I fail to put effort in what interests me and unbelievably i find no one to blame. I can see the future coming....my hostel mates in dream jobs with me scouting for options!
But days will become weeks and after that exams will end. Everything will be normal again. Sutta sessions will again become more relaxing. There will be maara-maari for headphones. Movies will again be the second most talked about topic. First, of course, will remain 'gals' for centuries to come. I wait for that day but till then...i walk alone!!
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